Does the Orthodox church believe in purgitory? Well…maybe.
February 15, 2008
First four chapters of Halim and His Bride: A novel by Patrick Phillips
February 13, 2008
Chapter one — It was a warm night. Halim’s room was at the top of their house and the wooden rafters made it quite warm. Halim saw that his mother had been up earlier in the day to open the windows and change the sheets on his bed. There was a slight breeze but the air inside was sultry. Halim undressed and stood before the bed looking down. His eyes fell on his arms, blackened in parts from his work with the leather. He wondered if he would smell like leather to his bride. He saw a small bead of sweat collecting under his naval and wondered how he would prevent protrusive sweating during summer nights like these. Then his gaze dropped to his penis. Seeing that it was circumsized according to the custom of Muslim men, he felt only embarrassment and, as if he were somehow incomplete, tried imagining what it would be like otherwise but couldn’t. Halim threw himself on his bed, covered with only a thin white sheet, and quickly fell asleep.
Chapter two—
The wedding.
Chapter three —
Khalida felt slightly ashamed as she was led by Halim into their house. Her father had never shown her much attention and she could not believe that all the ceremonies she had just seen were because another man admired her enough to want her to come live with his family. The little she had spent with Halim’s mother and sisters over the past year had been enough to convince her that his family was not as strict as her own. This made the prospect of living with them just as exciting, if not more, than that of being Halim’s wife and she felt a sense of freedom unlike anything she had ever experienced. Khalida’s heart was so full. All these thoughts passed through her in an instance as Halim proudly and smilingly pulled her into the house.
“Welcome,” said Halim’s father. Christopholos’ hands were outstretched in a gesture of hospitality. Halim’s mother, Aneesa, smiled warmly and led her over to a low couch, barely a foot off the ground, where there was tea her daughters had prepared. “You are indeed welcome,” said Christopholos. “And I will say that my son has obviously made a very good decision. It’s nice to come in from the heat of the day into the coolness of this house, isn’t it.” He smiled again.
“It was a very good wedding,” remarked one of his sisters. Nobody was hungry after the wedding feast of the afternoon but the tea helped to quench their thirst. Aneesa asked Khalida about her family. Khalida spoke with pride about her father’s role in government and how he was able to settle many legal disputes. She had one brother who was in the army, whom she had not seen in two years and another brother who oversaw the running of a mosque as well as a sister who was married with two small children. The family sipped their tea in silence for a while. “Alas, though,” replied Christopholos, “you will have to excuse me if I deprive you of your new husband for a few hours before nightfall. We received a load in the tannery yesterday which must be attended to before another day passes.” Halim and his father rose. Halim kissed his wife’s hand from where she sat, turned and followed his father out the door.
Khalida suddenly felt more shy than ever now alone with Halim’s mother and sisters. She did not have time to think, however, because Aneesa immediately spoke. “I’d like to show you our house,” she said. The four women rose. She took her to the kitchen. ”I’m sure you will enjoy helping us prepare meals and will probably have some of your own dishes to contribute.” The kitchen had light entering on all four sides and formed a contrast to the darkness of the large room they had just left. ”I spend most of my time in here. Now let me show you Nashita and Najaah’s rooms.” The women led Khalida into the room belonging to Halim’s sisters. This room was also light. It contained large window with white drapes which were now pulled. A table stood in the center of the room with a candle and a book. There were two beds with white white sheets, a couch and a chair. Once inside Khalida’s mother-in-law closed the door. “Actually this is where you will be sleeping tonight,” she said, sitting in the chair and motioning Khalida toward the low couch, a turkish devan barely off the floor, a little awkward right at the moment because it meant Khalida had to strain her neck a little to look up at her mother-in-law to avoid partially lying down. Nashita and Najaah rested on the two beds.
“First of all let me assure you that we have only your best interest in mind,” Aneesa said. “You have married into a Christian family. As such, certain additional rites and ceremonies need to occur before it is proper for you to be with Halim. I can assure you that if you follow everything we say you will be quite safe.”
A look of horror passed over the face of Khalida. Instinctively she thought of running out but quickly saw the impossibility of that action. Not only was Aneesa blocking the entrance to the room, but she was in a part of Istanbul completely unfamiliar and it was fast becoming evening.
”Once you are a Christian you will not be able to speak of it to anyone, not even your family. Do you understand?”
Khalida’s face was red. She felt angry that she was being asked to do something against her will.
“But I’ll tell my father and then you will all have to be Muslim,” she said. Khalida’s whole world was turning upside down. She was losing her internal sense of direction and wanted anything to grasp onto.
”Think about what that means,” replied Aneesa. “It would mean that everyone including Halim would be executed. Do you want that?”
Khalida was unable to speak. She thought of her father and what he would say if he knew she were keeping secret company with Christians. She thought of Halim, how she had looked forward to being his bride and now how it was being postponed. She knew that what her mother-in-law was saying was true, that being a Christian in Istanbul was indeed a severe penulty if it could ever be proved. She remembered hearing her father once say that any Christians living in Turkey who had not converted deserved to be hung.
”Are you Greek?” she asked.
”Halim’s father’s family is Greek. I myself, though, was like you. I was asked to become a Christian before marrying Christopholos. And I am glad I did because it worked out wonderfully. There is really no choice because it would be impossible for you to have children that had one Muslim parent and one Christian parent. You would be putting your children at risk. You wouldn’t want to do that, would you? Certainly you can see that this is the best way…best for everyone.”
There was a long pause, after which Nashita spoke.
“You will enjoy being a Christian much more than being a Muslim,” she said. “We celebrate many feasts together. We have our churches in secret but have never had any problems with the authorities. After a while it will seem very natural to you and you won’t want to be a Muslim anymore.”
Another silence followed.
”If you agree to this,” her mother-in-law said, “we can have you baptised in three days. After that we will have a marriage ceremony in one of our churches and you will be finally married to Halim. Until then you can stay here with Nashita and Najaah. They will make sure you have everything you need. ”
Aneesa stood up. “I’m going to rise early tommorow to make some bread. Please join me. In the meantime,” she said, coming over to where Khalida was and giving her a kiss on the cheeck, “Sleep well and look forward to the happiness that is to follow in a few days with your baptism.”
Aneesa motioned to Najaah to follow her and they the room. Nashita stayed with Khalida to encourage her and help her acclimatize to the new surroundings.
Chapter four— The Crypto-Christians of Turkey were among the more cavalier groups who historically had to adjust to occupation or persecution. A subculture to be reckoned with, they were inextricably linked to the Turkish economy and merchant class, over the past two hundred years they had achieved the seemingly impossible, they had managed to remain ethnically separate while avoiding detection. Outwardly Muslim, they met in secret to celebrate the sacraments and the Liturgy in the cellars of their houses. Rumors abounded in Turkish society of Greeks who continued to practice their religion, but they were deemed too small a minority to bother about. In reality, it would have been impossible to have distinguished Halim’s family from any other citizens of Istanbul. Most of them did not consider themselves Greek at all. They were simply the Christian remnats of a country that had gradually been taken over by Islam. A close knit group of roughly 200,000 Turkish citizens, 60,000 of which lived in the capital—the rest mostly along the rural border with Bulgaria and the Black Sea, the largeness of their group was what allowed these secret Christians to escape detection.